Dulcis Infernis

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Also, look at the pathetic state of my main altar..It’s sad. I can’t help it because I’m having my mother and other people come in my room all the time now so I can’t put up stuff willy nilly..I’ve been thinking about that roman good luck charm with the tiny winged penises and i’ve been thinking about making them and giving them to people. I mean I have woodcarving tools and a while ago I made a tiny little wooden penis charm and It made my day. Everytime I find it I am filled with joy. I was going to give it to my friend as an uncomfortable friend joke.    I still have my loki place set up but I haven’t felt him around in AGES and I’m getting sad. mostly because he kept bothering me for something that I wasn’t comfortable doing yet so I guess he tuned out until developments happenned. I mean..having an altar spot was a huge thing.I would feel a gap if I removed it but..idk..I haven’t talked to him..but I do think of him fondly and every time I burn incense I be sure to pass some over his space and I keep the stuff he asks for nice and organized. I can’t just get rid of it..I would feel like he would get upset if I did…hmm..Maybe I could be a little shit and pretend like I’m going to get rid of it just to see if he responds MUAHAHAHAHAHA He came into my life so weird and abruptly..unlike Ea did..It makes me feel weird how it happenned because he came on so strong and so fast..It was so cool and so fascinating…I really do like him.I really do. i still ponder about what our relationship means, especially as someone who was recently visited or called by him. He wanted in my life. idk why. I’m not exactly a follower nor am I a devotee nor do I worship him either…I don’t know what we are. ..This is what I was talking to him about when he was first dropping by. I mean, I put stuff that I’d think he likes and stuff he asks for on top of this space and when he talks to me I listen. He’s like a weird uncle or something(forgive me). I like him.   I could start including thor? Maybe that would do something…but my last meeting with thor was so awkward. Oh my god don’t get me started. I like thor. I really do. He’s just like the epitome of bro. I don’t know how to exactly put it into words right now. I wouldn’t know what to do with thor if I started talking to him a lot…I would totes get a mjolnir If I could though. Maybe if he likes training or sparring then I would probably talk to him about that, seeing as that is one of my proficiencies and I wouldn’t know what else to talk to him about. I don’t see myself adding him to my daily stuff soon though because I like him, I like his energy, I like the way he feels and the way he talks and other stuff that would sound creepy if I said it, but I don’t know if he would be able to advise me or give me guidance on the path that I walk. I do like him a lot though (asdfkjasd;flkajsdf)    I used to have a blue eye that I painted with hair framing it but then I took it down because I felt it was too showy and would draw too much attention. I absolutely hate that I have to do that…underneath the candle though is sigils that are charging and to the right is a wax LED candle I bought for  ONE DOLLAR(it was “broken” but I fixed it in 2 secs). I’m actually not sure what  to do with my altar just yet. Right now it’s bare bones and practical.    Another thing I’ve been pondering over is my relationship with a particular entity..I keep wanting to talk about it but unless I’m talking with a friend I feel like it just sounds fucking insane..All of this spirit stuff just sounds insane sometimes and I go into periods of self doubt.I constantly get pulled back in by crazy stuff happening to me. I guess the main reason I want to spill my guts is because the friend I usualy talk to hasn’t spoken to me in over a year and I feel awful. We got to be super close within a year of knowing each other and now she doesn’t even speak a word to me. I feel like friend garbage. I told her stuff I couldn’t tell my own friends irl. I told her stuff I didn’t tell parents or even my own siblings and she stood with me and now she just stopped talking and I feel like there’s a gaping hole in myself. I don’t know what to do. I can’t just make a new friend like that..I rarely EVER HAVE close friends..I mean..really close friends. So now that she’s gone I don’t have an outlet, or someone who understands what I’m going through with all of this paranormal stuff and EVP’s and phenomena happening to me. I want to talk so bad but it’s something that’s literally the most vulnerable part of all of this shit and I can’t. It also tears me apart because of the value I place on this entity. I feel like that by neglecting to talk about them I’m cutting off circulation to a limb and it’s stagnating and beginning to turn blue and decay. I just need a bouncing board..I feel like garbage. by not talking about them I feel like garbage..Im afraid…I can’t..     In other news I haven’t talked to my hellhound recently. The calling device I made is fully charged and fully functional but I haven’t had any reason to call him..I think I’m going to have to find some time so i can get into a formal contract with him and so I can be sure he’s 100% there. He’s such a big doge. ^-^ 
Well this is an update for you guys, on what I’m doing when I’m not really doing much(not summoning demons).I made these two jars for two spells that involve breaking people up with a few flourishes. It is jar magic and I derived the recipes from some stuff I’d read and watched some other practitioners do. So far it’s been moderately successful..Of course i don’t work with the jars every night like I’m supposed to because of my I’ll-do-it-later-itis. If you can sense energies or see stuff in regular photographs tell me what you think of the jars.  The one on the right is obviously less potent than the one on the left but..Just asking because why not? *shrugs?* This is the first time I’ve done Jar magic so this whole thing is a giant experiment. If it works I might keep with it. I think I’m going to keep these jars until what I want to happen occurs.
   I’ll probably charge them again after this photo. You get bonus points if you can name stuff about what’s going on with them or what they’re about.
INCOMING BIRB
trigger-happy-buttmunch:

so there’s a pigeon i used to pass by in my old neighborhood all the time and he was really fat because people would just toss him food and literally he sat in the middle of the sidewalk and people would just step over him, he wouldn’t even flinch. seriously you could sit down next to him and just feed him and he would be chill.
he was there every day and all us locals would affectionately refer to him as ‘lard-ass’


fyi when a pigeon is puffed up like that and laying around all of the time that means it is very sick.Also while bread is an offering a bird will accept it doesn’t do much for them nutritionally. It’s good as nothing more than a peace offering   Pigeons need grit or small pieces of rock debris to swallow so they can properly digest their food because they do not have teeth. They have a special pouch which stores the rocks called a crop.
Goo! a fucking GOO!

Two Welsh Trad Tunes for  mandolin

mousenibbles:

rosycheeksandlashes:

arthuralbionkirkland:

ultrafacts:

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The day has come
that my coffee cup has become more accurate than the weather man.
Sorry dude you’re kinda out of a job now.


Now I can be extra witchy

Just gaze deeply into your mug, then look to the window and murmur “…..they say it’s going to rain…” And let the weird looks commence

voiceoftheblood:

Trollkors (Troll Cross) my boyfriend made for me. The funny thing is he gave it to me because I keep losing everything I own. I’m starting to think that alfar are not really that fond of me haha.

silvertongue-turnedtolead:

theannieplanet:

so im babysitting this girl right now and we’re watching tv and the satellite sort of cut out cause it was raining really hard
so i just said “thunder god if you give back our satellite i’ll give you ice cream”
a second later the thunder clapped again and our tv came back
the girl is forcing me to hold up my end of the deal so guess who’s making ice cream for the thunder god

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laoih:

Sam Winchester - defeating Gods
dark-and-twisty-princess:

Beach made of bones? So fucking metal.
Anonymous → Do you work with your ancestral spirits? I don't want to worship them, only to learn from them because I'm not very familiar with my ancestral home and all I've ever wanted was to be because of the serious difficulty finding our family records.

charlottesarahscrivener:

Yes I do, I work with them by using divination to speak with them and by talking to them in dreams.


Just a point of clarification, I don’t worship my ancestors, I honour them. Worshipping implies a degree of subservience that isn’t appropriate for our relationship. But I give them a place in my home, listen to their advice and pay them due respect.

Out of curiosity, what is the difficulty you have with getting ancestral records? If you come off anon I can answer in private.